I saw you this morning You were moving so fast Can't seem to loosen my grip On the past And I miss you so much, There's no one in sight And were still making love In my secret life
I smile when I'm angry, I cheat and I lie I do what I have to do To get by. But I know what is wrong, And I know what is right And I'd die for the truth In my secret life
Hold on, hold on, my brother My sister, hold on tight I finally got my orders I'll be marching through the morning Marching through the night Moving cross the borders Of my secret life
Looked through the paper, Makes you want to cry Nobody cares if the people Live or die. And the dealer wants you thinking That it's either black or white, Thank g-d it's not that simple In my secret life
I bite my lip I buy what I'm told: From the latest hit, To the wisdom of old. But I'm always alone, And my heart is like ice And it's crowded and cold In my secret life.